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11月14日 shakeni woke up an hour ago with a nightmare.
i culdnt recall what really happened. i met an accident. all my other famly members were gone. by then, i was still a pasirrian.
i was rushed thru to the ot with that orange headboard(cant rmb whats the name) to support my head. there were hafiz salleh (from e6) sitting along the corridor. for a moment, i felt relieved he culdnt regonise me.
then i was in icu. with the typical sophisicated machines and tubes all around me. that scene had imprinted on my mind, i am still feeling miserable now.
next i was in the old prss in 2004, in the new block, walking along the corridor outside 2e4. it was a good thing that ive been discharged. however, i could not run anymore. i oculdtn even walk. i was limping towards the washroom, alone.
with every step i took, it was as if i was walking towards my graveyard. and i remebered seeing hui ling(from e8) waving to me from her seat. in fact, ive become headlines. everyone greeted me. and i saw meizhen too. ahhahah!
3 few nights ago, i dreamt of my ex too. its a nightmare.
two things i can conclude from these nightmares, firstly, i have no confidnece in running anymore, and second, my ex still haunts me. 11月4日 on the verge of falling.i ran for an hour and fifty minutes this evening.
my engine took a long time to roar today.
after an hour of oil burning, my wheels began to tear.
i felt like falling. my calves, to be more precise, were weak. i was afraid they would cramp anytime.
but i still finished the run.
i am so screwed for my marathon. 10月28日 run away the unhappinesstoday wasnt a good day for me.
in the morning, went to facebook..i gave in to my temptation. i.......i.....i.....am...sad.
went to a interview at chinatown. lost my way. went around in circles for at least half an hour? interview wasnt successful.. she cut me off.
another interview at suntec. headed to the wrong elevator. nvm.. at least the correct place wasnt difficult to find. interview was successful. i got the job. i left the place, still feeling sulky because of the first interview. halfway reaching the mrt station, they called me back to photocopy my IC.
this is great. perfect.
i cursed on my way back.
i reached home and finished the whole jia hao yue yuan. then ran with sabrina. it was a great run today. thanks !
my engine started easily this evening. i put credits on the adrenaline that built up since morning. haha..
im going to sleep. 10月26日 1130pm.its 1130pm and i am still awaked. i dont sleep late nowadays anymore.. its a promise i make to myself.
hahah. ive conquered all my attachments.. its one last 3 mths posting before i get my cert...
last wk, i was in a&e. i enjoyed myself there. learnt a lot. its one area i'd like to specialise in. =) and i hope my CI achieved his goal soon.
busying lookin for jobs these 6 weeks. 42km is coming. so screwed.
love being busy. though its eating me up, it always pays off. i dont have to think of you.
你呢？ 10月18日 disappointmenttoday, i told a friend, a friend ive known for 6 years, that i am really disappointed in him.
i told him twice. its hurtful enough.
and for me to say this so straightforward, it means that i really am disappointed.
i just said it again. the third time. 10月17日 even in my dreams.i had to pass by you strugglin with the lump in my throat. i was suffocated.
it was as if my lungs forgot how to breathe.
甚至在梦里，也听得到你的声音。。。
kailin's 19thi realised my attachments' schedule always fall on a morning during my frens' birthdays =)
kailin you are so lucky my attachment is on a morning today! met up with the girls to make a birthday board at banquet then headed to her house.
it was fun and heartwarming.
=)
a big thanks to her mama who has been very welcoming and super friendly to us. thanks to leelian winine meizhen kailin and keyang !!!
=)
 us meeting up to do the present
 ll and mz with her present, while ky, kai and yy looking at facebook!
 her cake! totally matched our shirts. (we have planned to wear all orange to her house! andy, see my shirt! =p)
 birthday girl. glad to have her as my friend since 13. thanks for being my friend =)
 our board, box for present, spongbob tee and birthdaygirl !
 group photo! us smiling until all teeth are seen!
 all these are possible because of her mummYY!
p.s i copied all the captions, apart from kailin's solo pic, from mz.
hopes everyone around me is happy. including you! you! and you!
你。你。你。 10月13日 写什么呢？上星期天和美珍，廷谕，行源出去走走，买朋友的神日礼物。
哈哈。。suan人的技术越来越强。。
不过！我达到了目标。。我逗他们笑了！！
那一天，我赚到了2张5块钱。
第一张是在iluma捡到的。 第二张是我和廷谕打堵赢回来的。哈哈哈。有是一个快乐的一天。。。。
今天是在手术室实习的第二天。。还有多三天就结束了。当了scrub nurse，也就是协助外科医生的意思。对于自己的表现，我感到相当满意。
10月11日 some recent photospenang ::
 hydro hotel lobby
 my room
 some seafood centre
i like this photo
i like this too
chilling out at the lounge.
stupid face
my family photo
the longest sleeping buddha
dont dare to get any closer to the edge
still afraid
maybe i will see robert pattinson out there? HAHAHHA.
ok la. just kidding. =D
hmm. perhaps hes waiting down there for me. =)
dinner.
family photo. hahah
fazil (5.10) , raudah (1.10) and zul (10.10) birthday :: along with poon and hirman.
are you exasperatedly shouting my full name LIM YU YE now??? hahahhah 10月10日 Cai M.Z wants me to post this.this is my very lame friend, cai MZ.
i met up with her this evening to vv city.
1. she got lost at our meeting point, the candy empire.
2. she doesnt know how big the supermarket, GIANT is.
mz : giant is so big!
yy : of course giant is big la. as its name says GIANT. u tink like mama shop so small meh?
3. she can be so fussy choosing a gift box that looks almost all the same, but when it comes to a packet of doughnuts, she doesnt care if it is dented.
i refused to tell her about the dent (which was so obvious) until we were a few stops from the cashier.
4. she cant pronounce these words well : a. chauffeur (shuffle) b. secluded (seclided, or whatever)
as for b. secluded :
mz : lets find somewer selided.
yy (wonder) : i dont know what she wans to do to me.
5. she so easy to suan.
6. HAHAHAHA 10月7日 i am frustrated at 7teen minutes to midnight.why?
i want to read eclipse!
stephenie meyer uploaded the first chpt in her website. im currently at page 5 out of 32.
do you think there will be a fansite that publishes all the chpts in the book? =)
im not speed reading.. im just savouring the precious moments before i really have no more romance novels to read.
maybe i can find some more books from nicholas sparks. 10月6日 damm you!!!ok i jus counted my heartrate and it was around 90. let me share to you.. a normal heartrate for an adult should be 60-100 bpm. it is HIGH compared to my usually low heartrate.
what did i do just now?
i celebrated raudah, fazil and zul's october birthday at mathattans. along with poon and hirman.
where are the photos?
AND WHO WAS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTEED PUB? damn you!
what did we talk about?
our biggest screw up?
i had one of course. and im definitely not proud of it. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. i dont know what im talking now. DID I JUST LET MY DEEPEST SECRET OUT OVER AT HARRY'S?
all i know is that my head's really spinning. and im going crazy over fb and my spaces.live.
my face's as red as a monkey's ass.
were you guys at the symbolic move? were you? were you? were you? i pointed to everyone. started from fazil. then raudah. hirman and poon.
OH CRAP. this is how they DEFINE me as DRUNK.
WAS I? SCREW THE EX BOYFRIEND.
ive wasted my youth on you.
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